Happy New Year 2021

It’s been 2 years that I don’t write in my special place! I think I was too busy to come here but to be honest... it was only an excuse... I didn’t feel inspired...I felt lost in so many things I was doing... working 7 days a week, mother of 3, pick up and dropp off, waking up at 530 am for the morning swim of the boys and thousands of other activities, cooking and trying to be a good friend! 

My life changed a lot during this time... but definitely I took a New Year decision... sometimes you need to let it go...even if it’s painful! 

I continue very focus on my healthy lifestyle and to keep myself fit because that is the most important! 

I started my year with only a black coffee and vanilla almond milk (unsweetened) because I feel that I need a reset of all the sweets from Christmas and the week after!

But the most important... I feel peace in my ❤️... joy in my soul... simplicity in my words and humility in my actions, when you obtained every single word of love, every grain of dignity, every appreciation even from those who don't know you from A life, every unique and true moment lived, every hug of affection, every personal satisfaction, having them counted only on yourself with sincerity and loyalty.

Living precariousness in every way, fighting with dignity against who... sole purpose was to remove it, persevering with grit and tenacity even when there was a hole under your feet and not letting anyone weigh it down, let the wrinkles of your smile come back in spite of your smile They would have wished for your tears, understand who believed they owed at all costs to keep what was no longer, and not waiting for the end of who thinks they are your enemy... but pray that they understand that their time is over and You find inner peace so you can invest in an intelligence relationship for the love of children.

This is the serenity I carry inside, that same serenity that shines my eyes and has belly laughter that gives joy to those close to me... and not.

Because even 2020 brought me bad news, not only the COVID but other difficult person problems ...I have no right to complain, because I have reached a milestone I never thought I would cross, I reinvented myself and started giving online zumba classes everyday, I tried my best to keep my kids busy and happy, making a completely different birthday parties, tried very hard to keep fit and healthy... but the most important I knew how to love and I received a lot of love from my kids!

And my happiness is because I love myself and I'm proud of what I am and what I have, and especially because I know I'm going to continue my journey head high... ′′ Susana first place ".

Still... I can't keep my melancholy silent, because it's been a bad year for the entire world. I miss my family...I don’t see them for 18 months... and I don’t know when I will see them again! And it's them that goes my thoughts and prayers... Because they don't be alone with their pain, and I hope everyone else has the sensitivity to remain silent with barrels and celebrations.

Let's stay close to him with prayers and respect!

Cheers 🥂 🎉🍸🍾🎉🍾🍸🥂